Requiscat in Pace'

It sad how lies have their own truth
But then why can we lie
Why do we have to lie about it
I loved you but when I thought you drifted away
I really did, not you
I am over you
Way over
I will never love you again
no matter what you do or say
I don't hate you
nor do I love you
I will minimize you
such as you've done the same to me
I walk this lonely earth
dying
either because I am alone
or this is my depresstion
either way I'm dying and you won't stop it
But If I did
everyone would give a quick nod and forget
and my history will be lost
all that stands is my work
maybe I am following the footsteps of those I adore
Die before I can see my work famous
I cannot go on anymore